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I woke up today with a cold. I wanted to take the day off but after being up for an hour, I realized my cold isn’t that bad.

I’ve been very self-concious when I chat with clients; having a scratchy throat, and nasally voice is not sexy!

So far, the clients are not noticing.

Oregon is going through a change of weather drastically: It was very hot last weekend; now it’s very cool and rainy. I tend to get sick when the weather changes suddenly.

I got a sniff sample through the mail of clothing designer, Vera Wang’s perfume: Princess. I usually don’t like commercial perfume (they either smell too strong of alcohol or too sweet smelling), but Wang’s Princess smells great; it has a soft, light, semi-sweet scent.

I usually buy essential perfume oils from health food stores; my favorites: Gardenia, Jasmine, and semi-sweet/woodsy scents.

I just bought a new razor which has a lather of Shea Butter surrounding the razor. I love it! I’m glad there are beauty products coming out using Shea Butter.

Today was the first day Jay heard me doing my show! He was in the master bedroom and my office where I do my sex shows is right next door. I was one nervous sex kitten as I moaned and talked nasty to clients….After I’d finish, I rushed to where he was and asked him, “Did you hear that?” He said, “How could I not hear it?”, with a smile. He said great as long as they are paying. I believe Jay meant it and have no real problems with it, but I still feel funny about him being in the apartment while I do my sex shows. I do think he’s a little jealous.

I’ve been busy webcamming and I’m having a great time! I only work 8 hours a day; I want to expand that to 10-12 hours. The thing is, I’d be doing part of my live sex shows with Jay in the apartment. I feel very uneasy about him hearing me moan, groan, saying all kinds of dirty and nasty things to strangers and about myself.

Jay insists he’s fine with that and says he won’t be at my office door listening; he’d be napping, watching movies, reading, or whatever during my webcam shows. [sigh] Still….But I must do it; I need more hours–get my daily earnings average higher.

Gee, I didn’t realize one can make so much money doing live sex cam shows! I’ve been reading boards throughout the Internet and some adult cam hosts say they have made $1,000.00 in a day! Mind you, I don’t know how many hours they stayed online, but still–damn, that’s a lot of money! They say it’s rare, but it can be done.

Being a black webcam girl (actually, I’m part African American/Native American and I have European blood in me), it can be more a challenge, just like being in the entertainment business as a whole.

I enrolled in an online class at a well-known school. The class is Human Anatomy & Physiology. I took another online class awhile back on Alternative Health and Healing; I received a certification for passing my final exam. I got a perfect–100% score on the test. I hope to do it again in this class. I must admit, alternative medicine has been a subject I’ve studied for years; the class was easy, but Anatomy and Physiology is another story!

I enjoy oral sex very much, but I need to position myself a little differently when giving it. Sometimes I suck Jay’s cock for a long time, and now my neck has been bothering me from having my head too far back; I’ve been getting these nasty headaches as a result. It’s no fun doing webcam sex work when you have a headache!

I hate it when guys leave videochat without saying goodbye. How rude!

{Sigh} I’m just in a bitchy mood today.

I had a great weekend! I went shopping for more clothes for my adult cam shows. Jay said it must be nice lingerie shopping for work. Yes it is!

I like going braless in shows, but Jay suggested I get a white, push-up bra. I found the perfect one! I also bought several panty thongs, and see-through tops–many with a lot of lace.

I did some research on blog themes and found this cool one called Delicate Dreams . It’s gorgeous!

I was right. The reason my cats did their business outside the box was because their box was so smelly.

I don’t get it: Instead of pooping and peeing around the apartment, why didn’t they just sit next to their litter box and meow loudly? Cats can be dumb at times–at least mine anyway.

My cats have been using the carpet as a litter box since late last night! It continued in the morning. I have spent some time now–very late last night and very early this morning–cleaning it up real well to keep the apartment from stinking.

Jay and I thought that maybe it’s because I now spend all day in my office–closed–away from them doing my work. They are still kittens and maybe they feel like they are being punished, so they vent…. Before my adult webcam gig, I would spend most of the day with them.