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Where I work as adult cam host, at ImLive, they have these theme parties every Friday. It’s so much fun participating in them! I think ImLive is the only place where there are weekly theme parties.

Today’s theme is the 60’s. I had a nice theme pic, but unfortunately it didn’t do much regarding traffic. Traffic was a bit slow today–but maybe it’ll get busier later. I can’t really complain though; I’ve had a great week!

Also, by participating in the theme party, it gives you more exposure (no pun intended) on the website.

Although I am doing lots of homework, researching adult cam sites that gives great advice about being a webcam girl, I still feel that there should be at least one guidebook that has all these bits and pieces of info, found at various places, regarding doing live sex shows.

It’s getting to the point where I am learning more just through my own personal trial and error. I guess that’s the best way, because several of these tips I read throughout the Internet for adult cam hosts are not correct–at least in my own personal experience.

I really believe I can make a living wecamming more than ever now! I made my personal quota today, and my daily average is going up fast!

Sometimes I think Jay doesn’t want me to talk about my work, but I can’t help it! I get so excited about being self-employed.

For a while, he thought I didn’t want to work–just wanting to live off him. Not working and living off a bf or husband does sound nice! But even if I was married to a guy that was pretty well-off, I’d still want to do something on the side in case we broke up, or he died, and just for my own personal accomplishment and self-esteem.

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Some people hate them but I love signs that show I’ve been having hot and nasty sex! I love being sore because of having sex. I love feeling and being sexually used.

When it comes to sex, I am very much the submissive one. I love being taken, tossed (gently) about and the guy just shoving his cock in roughly! That gets me so wet, and I feel so good and helpless as he pins me down.

Then after hours of heavy, passionate, animalistic love-making, waking up to the lingering sex signs made from the day/night before.

Wow! What a day I’ve had! It`s days like this when I wish I was a kid again, lived with my parents and had absolutely no responsibilities! Ever wished for days like that sometimes?

Anyway, I still haven’t lost the last 10 pounds I want to lose. In order to make good money webcamming, generally speaking, it helps to be slim and trim on cam; one’s body shape really shows up in the camera angles/shots.

Now I know what actors go through. Sometimes, I feel so much like a porn star!

Being a free-spirited person, I’ve thought about alternative lifestyles, especially since Jay wants us to be in a threesome!

This was before my mentioning to him that I wanted to be an adult cam host. He mentions how great it would be and since I’m bisexual….

I’ve never been with another woman; I am eager to try but I’m afraid Jay may dump me for the other woman!

But it’s cool to explore–be adventurous, especially when it comes to sex. And it would be more fun with a hobby, like sex travel–Jay and I love both; that would be perfect for us. We could go to Hedonism II in Jamaica! 

You know you’ve been on webcams too long when…

-your largest type of wardrobe clothing is lingerie.

-you’re wondering if you’ll ever have a long-term relationship again.

-you’re not surprised when a client offers you money for doing an “offline show”.

-using over-the-top dirty, vulgar speech is everyday language for you now.

-you no longer do cyber-sex for free.

-you start to think of sex as more and more of a business.

-you start visiting sex shops regularly.

-you don’t feel insulted being called a slut or whore.

-you start to seriously consider taking a sex class.

I didn’t work today because I felt too weak and my voice sounds awful. I would have worked if it weren’t for my nasally voice. I don’t want clients saying: ‘She’s hot but her voice is terrible!’

I also canceled my sex class tonight. Fortunately, the sex classes are on-going. I signed-up to take another class next month.

It’s cold and rainy all day today and tonight; it’s best I stayed home in bed resting.