Today was the first day Jay heard me doing my show! He was in the master bedroom and my office where I do my sex shows is right next door. I was one nervous sex kitten as I moaned and talked nasty to clients….After I’d finish, I rushed to where he was and asked him, “Did you hear that?” He said, “How could I not hear it?”, with a smile. He said great as long as they are paying. I believe Jay meant it and have no real problems with it, but I still feel funny about him being in the apartment while I do my sex shows. I do think he’s a little jealous.

The strangest client I’ve had so far is a guy who wanted me to insult him about the size of his cock; he wanted me to laugh and tell him how small it is. I felt weird doing it but apparently I did a great job; he said he loved it and I was very good and would come back again! Easy $$$.

I already have regular clients now. I saw one today who is moving out-of-state. But he is still going to have virtual sex with me. He said he was going through a divorce…I wonder does the divorce have anything to do with the live sex video chats? Some women feel it’s tantamount to committing adultery!

So far, the clients have all been nice [knocks on wood].

I had two guys recently that I could not fulfill their wish: One wanted to know if I had an ironing board (nope), and another was looking for a hairy pussy. I told him he was a few weeks late!

Oh well. You can’t please them all.

It’s funny when the married clients get on; many times they get off suddenly (lol! Play on words there) because their spouse is coming in the room. Now I don’t get so pissed off when they leave without saying good-bye–they certainly don’t want to get caught. I also do phone sex. I feel comfortable doing that too. I always call the client and block my number.

I don’t like showing off my ass a lot in photos for work, but I have several pics of me showing my butt close-up to the camera and I only do that because SO MANY guys like it…I have 10 more frustrating pounds to lose and hopefully most I’ll lose from my ass!

This whole webcam thing does turn me on at times. I love being an exhibitionist.

If all continues to go well with this adult webcam business, once I reach a personal quota I plan on subscribing to the Playboy channel!

As time goes by, Jay and I are becoming more close. He is trusting me more and tells me more often that he loves me. We plan on taking overseas trips beginning next month! I can’t wait!

Jay and I went shopping on Saturday. I bought a book called, The Jane Austen Book Club. It’s about 6 people who form a club to read only Jane Austen books; I’ve thought of my book club reading some Jane Austen in the future, and perhaps I can learn a few great tips on having an offline book group from this novel.

I also bought more “slut clothes” for sex cam work, and 3 pairs of pajamas for my private use for the winter. I haven’t worn pajamas in years! Jay thinks I look cute in them.