There are many female erotic writers–past and present. My favorite is Anais Nin.

I have read many stories by women who write erotica, and I have written many adult stories. I remember as a teen, I would snail-mail X-rated stories to a teenage male pen pal my age who lived in England.

But most of the past and present adult stories are way too soft. I find even the majority of mens’ porn stories to be too soft-core for my taste.

I once submitted a porn story to be reviewed by a group online (a porn website), because I felt all the porn stories at the site were too boring and mild. A few enjoyed my story, but the majority didn’t like it. They wanted a softer tone, more romantic–the men and women.

I will never submit another story for review because frankly I like the porn that I write. There are very few writers who write like I do. Anais Nin is one. People have said she writes like a man–very graphic and hardcore. That’s how I write too. I simply write what would turn me on, as I’m sure Anais did. I remember on a message board a guy said to me: “Admit it. You’re a 50 year old man.” lol!

I haven’t shown any of my writing to someone else in a long time; maybe I’ll show some of it to Jay. He already knows how nasty I like my porn! But he’s the most non-judgmental person in the world when it comes to sex. He smiles calling me–affectionately–“Freak! Freak!”

The same goes for porn magazines. I really do like the Playboy magazine–to read. The pictures are too soft-core for me. I’d much rather get the indie porn magazines for looking at the women. Actually, I don’t think people realize how much non-porn is in Playboy magazine; not much nudity in there, but the general news and celebrity interviews are fabulous! Get it for that.

I remember even as an older teen, when reading porn for the first time I immediately thought the adult books I would get from snail-mail book clubs were too tame. I decided to order only books labeled: “Warning: Extreme and very graphic sex.” Some were quite good, while others were still too tame for my taste!

I felt that way a lot about Playboy TV, but it has improved greatly from just a few years ago; it’s still not to my complete liking, but it is a lot better. The only thing now lacking is showing what is called, the “Money Shot”; when the guy cums, the camera turns away. Hopefully that will change by next year.

I must admit, I have never known anyone personally who is into very graphic sex like I am; none of my boyfriends past were, and not my present. I think that’s odd but then again, I’ve always been an odd person. There are times in the past where I would not admit all the things I like to watch in porn for fear my boyfriend would think I was too kinky! But at least with Jay, he doesn’t mind hearing it at all. It may not be his thing, but he always says to each their own. I know I don’t have to discuss my porn preferences but it’s nice to discuss one’s likes and dislikes about porn.

Maybe I’ll meet my match one day: Someone that is as big as a perv as I am when it comes to porn material.